人生走了19年， 才发现原来我离开起点，一点也不远。还是一样幼稚，一样贪玩，一样讨人厌。面对的每个挫折，都是为了将来的磨练？ 狗屁！ 所谓的挫折，都是上帝想耍你，看你怎么难看。他回来了，可是却忘不了他离开过我的事实。我并不是不相信他，而是不信我自己。

its impossible that everyone will like you, but not vice versa.

it's never about being forgiven, it has always been, and always will be about forgiving yourself.

leaving was the right choice, but is asking for your forgiveness the right move? sometimes, i regret telling you i still love you. if not, maybe by now, you already moved on. maybe you found someone better than me. maybe you wont have to suffer and go through all this. maybe you wont remember me a year or two from now. but at least, i'll remember you, and you'll be always happy. am i selfish to think this way? maybe the best way to love you was to let go. maybe, i'm just not good enough for you.