No one can understand what i am going through.
No one will know what i am feeling.
Not even the people closest to me.
Time to leave again i guess.
Time to move on.

it's not fun losing friends.
but if anyone been through what i have been through,
then you will understand why i did what i did.
its no longer a choice to me,
its a reflex,
a reflex to protect myself.
its a risk i rather take,
than to be hurt once more.
i am not trying to explain to anyone, or to myself,
i am trying to remind myself,
you are suffering,
but its only temporary.

我终于知道，

原来，我这么讨人厌。

讨厌到让别人，

说一个可信的谎言都辛苦。

干!

不要紧。

不用生气。

那些人根本不值得你生气。

让你生气，一定要是你的朋友。

那么，如果他不当你做朋友，

当他是朋友搞屁！

少个朋友，不多不少。

我想，

我已经知道，

那个无论我怎么努力，

也摆不脱的感觉是什么了。

我想那个感觉，

是一种不属于的感觉。

那一种感觉，

就是在跟你说，

‘你不属于这里’。

我觉得，

这不是地方的问题，

而是我的问题。

难道，

我真的不能在一个地方呆太久吗？