When I get bigger,
big enough to go somewhere by myself,
I want to go to a land that’s far away.
I want to go to a faraway island.
I want to go to an island that has no people.
I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.

On that island,
I can climb a tree when I want to climb,
swim in the sea when I want to swim,
and sleep when I want to sleep.

When I think about the town without me,
The kids will go to school as always,
The adults will go to work as always,
Everyone will live as always.

When I think about the town without me,
I feel a sense of relief.
I want to go far, far away.

- The Town Without Me, Kayo Hinazuki

i can run a millions simulations for our future,

yet every time i think of a future without you,

i'd hit a wall. 

i can never think of a world without you.

but yet, here i am,

thinking about letting go. 

i know you'd get hurt. 

but its only temporary.

with me gone,

gone from your life,

gone from this world,

everything would change for the better. 

i wish none of this would every happen.

i wish i never told you i love you.

i wish you'd never fall in love with me.

i wish you will always be happy, even without me.

its all my fault.
i don't know how long i can keep this up anymore.

i am sorry.

本当にごめんなさい。

到了最關鍵的時刻，
我還是說不出口。