June 30, 2015

結果到頭來,
還是一個人。

June 27, 2015

how are you today?

2012 - 'great'
2013 - 'good'
2014 - 'fine'
2015 - 'okay, i guess..'
the only way i know how to face you.




i'll never fit in anywhere. 

June 23, 2015

i miss everything about you.. everything.

June 22, 2015

i never got better.
doubt i ever will.
people are better off without me


June 21, 2015

i'm lost.
'are you okay?'
'no'

a conversation that i hope will happen.
a conversation that will never happen.


June 20, 2015

I hope so too

其實只是想被關心


June 19, 2015

June 17, 2015

人與人之間,
其實很脆弱。


June 16, 2015

yes, i am hurting.
你知道嗎,
你是我最後的精神支柱。
若有一天連你也走了,
我也肯定不會留下來。
就當著這是我最後的考驗吧。
‘我沒事’
好想對別人說 ‘我其實不好’,
可是連一個我能坦白的人,
一個都沒有。
以前傷心難過,
可以找一些朋友訴苦。
現在呢,
一個也沒有。

June 15, 2015

I am that friend who will always walk behind the group when the path is too small.
I am that friend that gets cut off during a conversation.
I am that friend that gets left behind when I asked them to wait for me.
I am that friend who doesn't get invited to hangouts alot.
I am that friend that if I want to go to a mall or someplace with a friend I have be the one who invite people to make sure I am included.
I'll always be that friend.


June 13, 2015

我习惯了无所谓,却不是真的什么都不在乎。

有些话,你不经意的说出口,我却很认真地难过很久很久。一切只是因为,我在乎。

我不是一个坚强的人,但是我知道,有些时候,除了坚强,别无选择。

世界上最远的距离,不是爱,不是恨,而是熟悉的人,渐渐变得陌生。虽然最好的时光,总是特别短,但曾有过的感动,我们都会记得。

后来终于能明白,有些人,你不主动联系他,他就真的不会想到你。

我只是一个人走了太久,久到我已经习惯一个人了。

无论受了多少委屈。我只会把它憋在心里。不是不想说,只是不知道该怎么说,能和谁说。

想太多和重感情的人最容易被伤害。

我没事,只是有些难过。

每次上街手机不离手,其实不是多想玩,而是为了掩饰自己没人陪伴的尴尬。

经历的越多,就发现很多事情真的不值得我们去伤心难过,有些人不值得我们去掏心掏肺。有委屈和难过也不再像从前那样向人倾诉,因为不是所有人会真的心疼你,有些人只会看你笑话。让你不开心的事和人,你也会懂得放手和视而不见。原来成长,就是让你发现可以依靠的只有你自己。

-@ChiNovelQuotes
it could have been much more simpler.
maybe i just want someone to somehow find me.
been leaving bread crumbs for years,
yet no one found me yet.


as long as the people closest to me understand, that's enough.
yet, they don't.
no one does.
not a single soul.


June 12, 2015

自己的世界

if only you knew


我還想聽你 叫我寶貝 怕你身邊 多了個誰
失眠的夜 獨自面對  花少了蝶 樹枯了葉
還想聽你 叫我寶貝  痛快心碎 或許乾脆
兩人世界 漫天的風雪 我愛過  的誰

June 9, 2015

June 5, 2015

其實我並不堅強,
不停的希望有人會找到我,
一直都希望有人能看穿我。
我需要的其實很簡單,
陪伴,確定,
就這麼簡單。
可是,
事實是,世界並不簡單。
想要並不代表擁有。
擁有後卻還會失去。
世界,真是很殘酷。



if wishes and desires are granted, i wish that i will never have wishes or desires.

June 1, 2015

so..
do you still remember me?


False tears bring pain to those around you.
A false smile brings pain to yourself.