Its all my fault.
I'm sorry I was to afraid to call you.
I'm sorry I'm a failure.
I'm sorry I push you away.
I'm sorry I can't give more.
I'm sorry I can't fight anymore.
I'm sorry I'm depressing.
I'm sorry I'm not worth fight for.
I'm sorry I can't change.
I'm sorry I disappoint you.
I'm sorry I ruined everything.
I'm sorry I didn't know what to do.
I'm sorry I'm lazy.
I'm sorry I don't want to get out of bed.
I'm sorry I couldn't live up to your expectations.
I'm sorry I fell and couldn't get up.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry I'm hurting myself.
I'm sorry I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry I don't have any ambitions.
I'm sorry I'm not good at anything.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough.
I'm sorry I can't push harder.
I'm sorry I can't feel happy.
I'm sorry I'd been held back.
I'm sorry I'm stupid.
I'm sorry I'm not smart.
I'm sorry I'm not more patient.
I'm sorry I can't sit still.
I'm sorry I cried.
I'm sorry Its all my fault.

期望越高，失望越大。
永遠跟自己說，
不要有這麼大的期望，
都已經失望這麼多次，
可是，受到一些些溫柔，
什麼都忘記，
結果還是失望了。
最痛苦的是，
永遠都沒有人讓我訴苦。

習慣寂寞，可是還是很不喜歡寂寞。

慢慢消失。

翻着我们的照片,想念若隐若现,
去年的冬天,我们笑得很甜。

sometimes, i need some saving too.

i just want to be normal

原來什麼都沒變。
世界還是這麼灰。

四天三夜的寂寞，即將開始。
headphones on world off.

you can only lose what you have.
you can only lose what you cling to.

生死有命。

沒醉就睡不著。

I need someone to talk to,
But I have no one left to talk to.

若你選擇離開，

我不會怪你·。

因為我不值得你去愛。

我給你帶來的，自由痛苦跟悲哀。

我不值得你去愛。

我人生是注定一個人，

孤獨終老，永遠寂寞。

對不起，我愛你，可是卻不值得你愛。

what i did can never be undone.
what i did should never be forgiven.
i am just another disappointment in this world,
where failures like me should just cease to exist.

i chose to be alone.
because its been a history that,
wherever i go, i only bring unhappiness and sadness along.

好像找人聊一聊，
可是卻不想讓人擔心。
事實是，我很討厭‘人’，
可是我更討厭我自己。

又醉了。
又哭了。
對不起，
墮落了。

if this is all it takes to tear us apart,
maybe we weren't that close to begin with.
maybe i wasn't close to anyone to begin with.
maybe i was all alone to begin with.
yeah, that's probably it.

was i wrong to believe?

乾脆死掉算了。

结果到最后还是自己一个人。

忘記了如何開心。
忘記了如何微笑。
忘記了一切一切。

i miss being happy.
Its almost like its been a long long time since I smiled sincerely from my heart.

Sometimes, it is almost like i am dead to you guys.

Almost non-existent.

有時候我會在想，

朋友到底是什麼？

對我而言，

朋友好像一堆慢慢在消失的回憶，

一個一個離開，

一個一個忘記。

若對我有意見，不妨直說。

一生人最不喜歡那一些虛偽的人，

在你面前可以使你的好朋友，

在你背後卻諸多意見。

所以說，

朋友只是一堆慢慢消失的回憶。

是時候放棄了。

all i have left are memories,
memories that are starting to fade.
soon i will lose everything,
including my memories.

每一天，
都覺得自己好像廢材，
一無所長，
什麼都做不好。

慢慢的，

朋友漸漸地失去聯絡。

漸漸的，

記憶慢慢的變得模糊。

對我而言，

這世界已經漸漸的消失。

再過幾個月，

我就能實現當初我飛來美國的目的，

在全部人的生活裡永遠的消失。

失眠了。