Slowly but surely removing human contact from my life.

半年了。

渐渐地忘了。

思念的痛，
没人比我更清楚。

每天挣扎，

想要坚强，

却忍不住哭了。

Only pain and suffering.

i dont think i can take this much longer.

wasted my time achieving nothing. such a failure.

这忐忑不安的心情，
真是难受。
失败。真失败。